The Spookiest Topic of All: Socializing
I have frequently said that the best thing about the internet is that I never have to talk to anyone unless I want to or I'm being paid to do it. I can order food, do my taxes, find any source of entertainment I can imagine or remember, all with a couple of clicks and some minimal typing. It's great. It's a little bit sad, but it's also a relief that I get to decide exactly how dependent I am on other people. The two images above at first glance can seem diametrically opposed to each other, but I think the extreme polarization of wanting for everyone to just go away and desperately craving deep affection and connection comes from the same place. Personally I may be able to act like socializing doesn't take a lot out of me, because I like talking and enjoy getting out and doing things when there's not too much pressure for everything to be perfect and have a good time, but it absolutely does. I don't easily let my guard down and tru...